MY DREAM GIRL

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For the Big heart

I now know why it never came
I now see we are not at home
Where love and life prevails
Where care never fails
Its all my fault
Of my sins, I repent

It was not my heart
It was not my head
It was not my soul
It was not my spirit
It was I who was faulty
But now, to you, I confess

Is it possible for a sinner to make known of his sins-
Unless he really is changed?
My heart swayed in pursuit of love
I was still learning how to live and love
But now, I feel like we share a lot
I use your hearts Hotspot
And I realized that I was wasting love
All this time

I'm now worn-out of love
My desire has failed me -
I'm horribly hurting myself
I swear that I have changed. 

I want you to watch me out
My eyes now blurry
My heart now blind
But my love is not blind
Coz my eyes are not yet curtained

I pick myself from the ground
I failed you
I ask for a pardon from you
I can't go on without you
I need the best friendship from you
Only if my sins are too big to you
That we can't be in love again
I'm letting go of my brain 

I will not approach any other girl
Unless I see that we are completely beyond repair
This is the confession of my decision
I'm determined to be a new being with you

That I approached every other girl,
Is a fault I own up and leave
That was the old me,
But I'm now a new me

I set myself free and follow my dream
My dream for a better life
My dream for a better love 
My dream for a love life with you
My dream for my love for Beth 

©Demetrius White

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